Friday, August 25, 2006

i was so angry with u that morning. till now u still couldnt open up ur tots to me. i'm not someone without feelings. i can feel u're trying to avoid things. but this isn't the way and shouldnt be the way. i feel i couldnt feel u anymore. u dont seemed to want our frenship. the way u are handling it; it hurts. maybe we should cut down on sms? u want things to settle down. but am i not trying to give in to u? why must it always be when i ask den u tell me? cant u tell me directly u dont want to feel guilty anymore? u dont want to sms me anymore? u claimed this wasnt wat u meant. but why do i sense it so strongly from u. i know i was harsh after that. but i was hurt. too hurt already. to be best frenz or not, to quit wat u promised to quit or not. it's up to u. i wont force u anymore. promises? wat are they to me now except for empty shells? u asked me how many times have i cried becos of u. let me tell u: i lost count of it already. i treasured u so much and wanted to keep u as my best best fren. but did u treasure me? in order for u to clear ur tots i'd even msg u to ask u to fang xin go do wat u want. yet i wasnt tt great and strong as u think. it's tough for me cos i'd been so reliant on u. yet, i dont want to pressurize u with anything. i just want u to be happy.

yesterday, i woke up early in the morning, feeling really empty in me. i could feel how cold my heart has turned. i know inside me, there's still a u. a u i would still want to keep. a u that i miss..

da xIang jie jie @ 8:29 AM


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All bOut mE!

My pRofIle

Name:LifEn
Birthday: 9 ApRil
Skool:Ngee Ann pRimaRy, Chung Cheng High SchoOl(Main), Ngee Ann pOly
Contact: if you know me, you should know
Age: 21
Country: SIngapOre

What I Adore

-------->LoveS<--------

Food:sour n spicy ones
Drinks:kickapoo? dunno how to spell.. n zhong guo ping guo shui
Pastimes:slack
People: heng! darius! dino! ryan!

My haTeS

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People:--
Things:sandflies
Food:Beef

THings i Wish to get!

citizen watch
fossil watch
breitling watch (very EX)

FrenS

|[-+JiN wEn+-]| |[-+seRene+-]| |[-+mArCuS+-]| |[-+bRanDOn+-]| |[-+ShanTi+-]| |[-+wEn jia+-]|

-=my belovered tp frenz=-

-=chicky andre=-

-=cute lil' darius=-

-=yang yang n mE=-

-=at Botanical Garden=-

-=kota tinggi river pier=-

-=at the nAtional libraRy~!=-

-=cheeseee~!=-

-=little ryan n Me=-

-=Ryan n mE=-

-=me gerald ying=-

-=fRiends foReveR=-

-=at lab=-

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