Friday, October 21, 2005
i'm such a blessed person. tt's truly how i felt now. it's great to know you and have you around. though i kept saying tt i'm bored at work, i'm not in fact. tt's all because of you. i like that feeling when i'm with you. so comfortable.. i can't express that feeling in detail, but i'm sure that goes the same for you. i'm so attracted to you. like i brightened your days at work, you'd brightened mine too. millions, billions, trillions, zillions thanks to you..
today, you seem different. i can sense that very strongly, right from the moment i see you. you smile more often today.. so much that i lost count. i had a weird feeling today.. a little of uneasiness initially cos i noticed that you are staring at me more often then you do. at lunch, you "lured" me to sit with you and dongjie by inviting peishan there. i felt a little uneasy den too.. but that's because you kept staring at me eating. back in the cubicle, you sat in front of me. i felt uneasy again cos you said nothing but just stared at me while i do my work. when i told you about our weird feeling, you joked that perhaps i'm your kin in our previous life. you said you believe in that. i'm starting to feel that way too. isn't it strange tt two total strangers who had never met each other actually had tt kind of "felt close to you" feeling? i'm still in search of an answer.. i hope attachment doesn't end tt soon. mark wanted me to witness the SPA shutdown next year. he might extend my attachment there. it'll be great if tt is successful cos i know i'll miss tt place when i'm gone.
da xIang jie jie @ 8:54 PM
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