Sunday, February 06, 2005

yesterday was good and bad. glad that i clarified matters with serene till 1 plus in the morning. i was puzzled by her blog's remark so i asked her. and we did real "open heart" talks online. someone told her something i commented like long time ago? and she was puzzled and kinda find me ridiculous. i admitted saying that, but that was just a CASUAL remark. at least it was to me. and, that someone had actually tried to tiao bo my friendship with her. i don't know who exactly that person is. but i have somebody in mind already. i was shocked when she told me that someone said i befriend her just because she has li yong jia zhi. it really hurts. if i would to befriend her just because of that, then what is the exact defination for f.r.i.e.n.d.s? i rather not be friends with her. i'd never used my friends before, not at all. friends are just too important for me. so i was rather pissed. but more of hurt. friends are for life. and i always regard my friends better then even my family, yet this is what i got in return. words of malign. i know though i commented on friends sometimes, but i mean no harm when i comment. i don't mean my comments coz they are just some casual remarks. those i blurtted out when i was pissed, angry. whatever. i guess i was blind. what is wrong with being too straightforward is clearly stated. i shall keep things to myself. nobody is worth my trust. maybe except kids, ying, n gerald i supposed. nobody else.. i'm in total despair. i'm in hell.


da xIang jie jie @ 11:15 AM


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All bOut mE!

My pRofIle

Name:LifEn
Birthday: 9 ApRil
Skool:Ngee Ann pRimaRy, Chung Cheng High SchoOl(Main), Ngee Ann pOly
Contact: if you know me, you should know
Age: 21
Country: SIngapOre

What I Adore

-------->LoveS<--------

Food:sour n spicy ones
Drinks:kickapoo? dunno how to spell.. n zhong guo ping guo shui
Pastimes:slack
People: heng! darius! dino! ryan!

My haTeS

-------->HatEs<---------

People:--
Things:sandflies
Food:Beef

THings i Wish to get!

citizen watch
fossil watch
breitling watch (very EX)

FrenS

|[-+JiN wEn+-]| |[-+seRene+-]| |[-+mArCuS+-]| |[-+bRanDOn+-]| |[-+ShanTi+-]| |[-+wEn jia+-]|

-=my belovered tp frenz=-

-=chicky andre=-

-=cute lil' darius=-

-=yang yang n mE=-

-=at Botanical Garden=-

-=kota tinggi river pier=-

-=at the nAtional libraRy~!=-

-=cheeseee~!=-

-=little ryan n Me=-

-=Ryan n mE=-

-=me gerald ying=-

-=fRiends foReveR=-

-=at lab=-

-=gEraLd JiaWei n Me=-

-=krysTle n mE=-

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